MJ's - With a Child's Heart

With a child’s heart
Go face the worries of the day
With a child’s heart
Turn each problem into play
No need to worry
No need to fear
Just being alive
Makes it all so very clear


With a child’s heart
Nothing can ever get you down
With a child’s heart
You’ve got no reason to frown
(Love)
Love is as welcome
As a sunny, sunny day
No grown up thoughts
To lead our hearts astray


Take life easy
So easy
Nice and easy
Like a child
So gay and so carefree
Yeah


The whole world smiles with you
As you go your merry way
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down

Its been a roller coaster ride as always. life really gifts you ups and downs, whether you like it or not. Many times, i just dont want to speak. It can be pointless.

Life is short indeed. Unpredictable too. Hard to run from this. So I have decided, do what I like. I dont report to anyone anyway. Why bother so much? You dont even know for sure if you have another day.

Just 2 weeks ago, KC found blood in his urine. Depressing, I know. Its harder on him. He looked drained, worried and obviously not so happy. After check-up, it was determined that he had a 1- 2cm growth in his bladder. Considering all in, it is likely to be blabber cancer. Doc mentioned probably 1st stage. Whether cancerous or not, that has to be confirmed by the operation. That is this sat.

Upset, when he sms me to ask for lawyer contact to do a will. Whats that suppose to mean? I wasnt expecting the operation to cost his life. Sighs, if only he could be more optimistic. But then again, how positive can one be when this all is so sudden. The question is - "Why me?!"

He didnt tell his mum, she's aged 75 and would freak out. I could imagine.

Cancer seems to be of common these days. And who would do through body checks on specific body parts when you dont feel pain or feel anything strange? Just this week, a friend's friend contacted nose cancer. (non-smoker, healthy lifestyle) Seriously, what the fuck?

Headed to temple, and I got a good lot. He will be fine.

Took a last min trip to Melbourne, had a pretty relaxed holiday. Visited the Brighton Beach which I wanted. Nice cool weather, lotsa outlet stores (which i didnt have much to buy, haha), huge portion of food, lots of walking. Easy navigation around the city, nothing too difficult with all the connected tram and bus services.

I want to run away to many many places. Am sick of everything else, except travelling. Sick of doing what is required daily.