MJ's - With a Child's Heart

With a child’s heart
Go face the worries of the day
With a child’s heart
Turn each problem into play
No need to worry
No need to fear
Just being alive
Makes it all so very clear


With a child’s heart
Nothing can ever get you down
With a child’s heart
You’ve got no reason to frown
(Love)
Love is as welcome
As a sunny, sunny day
No grown up thoughts
To lead our hearts astray


Take life easy
So easy
Nice and easy
Like a child
So gay and so carefree
Yeah


The whole world smiles with you
As you go your merry way
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down

i dont recognise the colors
the pieces, and you.
they are all;
hidden in the subconcious mind.
jigsawed and in vain,
the pain of not feeling.
it remains,
never to be complete.

like the north and the south,
right at the opposite end.
yet attracted,
in an awakard position.
backfaced, stuck
and searching.

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ...

9 - the Peacemaker

you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")


"I am at peace"


Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.


How to Get Along with Me

• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.

• I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.

• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.

• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.

• Ask me questions to help me get clear.

• Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.

• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.

• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.

• Let me know you like what I've done or said.

• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.


What I Like About Being a NINE

• being nonjudgmental and accepting

• caring for and being concerned about others

• being able to relax and have a good time

• knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around

• my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator

• my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now

• being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe



What's Hard About Being a NINE

• being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive

• being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline

• being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally

• being confused about what I really want

• caring too much about what others will think of me

• not being listened to or taken seriously


NINEs as Children Often

• feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant

• tune out a lot, especially when others argue

• are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves


NINEs as Parents

• are supportive, kind, and warm

• are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele, The Enneagram Made Easy. Discover the 9 Types of People.

Harper: San Francisco, 1994, 161 pages

all i can say is this is a rather interesting test. (just by answering 2 questions.)

SERIOUSLY Pretty screwed for exams this time round, that what I feel. No enough time for all 3 papers. My brain cant contain as much of what I can remember. Must be aging brain cells. Damned.

Now can only hope for the best.

Been feeling drained, for zero reasons. Signs of failing internals? Not too sure about that. Well, Filip is poppping by in June, bit keen to meet up with him. Haha.

Bloody income tax. Deep pain from that cut. I am even more determined to wipe out the CPF for own future flat. Its a waste to be left in CPF for government control. Doubt can get much of an allowance at retirement from that CPF too. Might as well do with some other alternatives.

Not happy. Very.

I am sitting on jitters. Anyway, been thinking alot alot alot and dreaming alot alot alot. I dont know why. Dreamed so much, that I wake up feeling even more tired. Argh.

Now I cant decide, 1.5K seems way little for certain things. Worst than years back. Hmmmm...

Why can just sit around and do nothing but enjoy life? When is this day coming? In life, you need money to get money.

What's more? With masks on you. That, I cant. Eeww.