MJ's - With a Child's Heart

With a child’s heart
Go face the worries of the day
With a child’s heart
Turn each problem into play
No need to worry
No need to fear
Just being alive
Makes it all so very clear


With a child’s heart
Nothing can ever get you down
With a child’s heart
You’ve got no reason to frown
(Love)
Love is as welcome
As a sunny, sunny day
No grown up thoughts
To lead our hearts astray


Take life easy
So easy
Nice and easy
Like a child
So gay and so carefree
Yeah


The whole world smiles with you
As you go your merry way
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down
Oh, with a child’s heart
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get
Nothing’s gonna get me down

Before 2010 ends, and not to let 24 Nov be my last post for the year...

It has been a pretty exciting year I must say. Lots of changes, lots of thoughts & wonders. Of course most of my resolutions has been met, except for one or two. Hmmm.

I have yet to send out the calendars & cards to my clients. Opps!

Lets see what I can remember for recent back-tracking...

16 Dec: Damage done shopping - a trenchcoat + turquoise dress

15 Dec: Catching up session with RH girls @ Nolboo, Orchard Central. Good chats and learnt about the Cervical Cancer vaccinations which I should quickly claim from Medisave becoz I am still under 26 yrs old~

14 Dec: Visit to the GP for a week's cough, ends up me with a FREAKING $41 medical charge. The doctor was obviously earning my money for she gave me flu & strepsils when I dont even have running nose or sore throat. So crap.

13 Dec: Gym~

12 Dec: Bugis shopping + KOI Bubble tea (yum yum)

11 Dec: Chocolate Making Workshop by TCC! Curry flavour, interesting.

7 Dec: Permed my hair! Shopped at Candy Empire for candies!

AND

The BIGGEST Accomplishment of the Year: Bachelor in Econs & Finance - COMPLETED

Its been a roller coaster ride as always. life really gifts you ups and downs, whether you like it or not. Many times, i just dont want to speak. It can be pointless.

Life is short indeed. Unpredictable too. Hard to run from this. So I have decided, do what I like. I dont report to anyone anyway. Why bother so much? You dont even know for sure if you have another day.

Just 2 weeks ago, KC found blood in his urine. Depressing, I know. Its harder on him. He looked drained, worried and obviously not so happy. After check-up, it was determined that he had a 1- 2cm growth in his bladder. Considering all in, it is likely to be blabber cancer. Doc mentioned probably 1st stage. Whether cancerous or not, that has to be confirmed by the operation. That is this sat.

Upset, when he sms me to ask for lawyer contact to do a will. Whats that suppose to mean? I wasnt expecting the operation to cost his life. Sighs, if only he could be more optimistic. But then again, how positive can one be when this all is so sudden. The question is - "Why me?!"

He didnt tell his mum, she's aged 75 and would freak out. I could imagine.

Cancer seems to be of common these days. And who would do through body checks on specific body parts when you dont feel pain or feel anything strange? Just this week, a friend's friend contacted nose cancer. (non-smoker, healthy lifestyle) Seriously, what the fuck?

Headed to temple, and I got a good lot. He will be fine.

Took a last min trip to Melbourne, had a pretty relaxed holiday. Visited the Brighton Beach which I wanted. Nice cool weather, lotsa outlet stores (which i didnt have much to buy, haha), huge portion of food, lots of walking. Easy navigation around the city, nothing too difficult with all the connected tram and bus services.

I want to run away to many many places. Am sick of everything else, except travelling. Sick of doing what is required daily.

FUCK. An EXPLOSIVE MONDAY.

sunday night sms-es were fucked up
monday bus was full and I had to miss it, fucked up
and when I see "have a great week ahead" - that was fuck
zero and slow response, fuck
dark clouds is wrapping me, fuck
nothing, fuck

why is everything on me - fuck. why the leverage on me - fuck. its not funny - fuck.

Obviously FUCKED UP MONDAY. I want to SCREAM!!!!!!

ARGH.

its been SO long. Haha, yeah very busy in fact. Especially with the last semester of school, the report was pretty much of a killer.

Not to mention, group project can be a very painful experience. Worst, its a team of 5 this time round. Being a teamplayer is one thing, and whether the person is contributing is an big question mark. Sighs. Seems like only me and sharon is working hard on that. Days till 11pm was a drag.

Really cant wait for it to be over! After the end of Oct, am free!

Next week is packed again, 4 days lectures - but decided to skip the tues one for SW birthday. Thurs to head bugis and chill out with Ryn. She's going to pass me pineapple tarts lol.

Again, time feels like quicksand.

Or are things taking a toll on me? So many things i need and want to do. hmmm! i am almost completing this semester. I have yet to get really started on the report nor upcoming test. Well, and to mention the intl econs test was probably a just pass.

think am also growing horizontally, and brain is not planting extra cells. omg.

I CANT SLEEP, very often. Haywired body cells. Haha. Nah, i trying to upload my 2nd artwork for the Happy Coffin contest on Eyeka. For good purpose, I suppose. Lol.

Maybe I can only start on the proper plan after my studies, gotta hold for now!

oh, the biggest news of the day. That V woman resigned for RH, got a sms from her - surprise surprise. is that karma!

BOA - Eat You Up

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have got to be the finest thing in history
The way I feel inside is just so hard to understand
You feed my appetite in ways I can't explain

I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

If you move any closer boy there is no guarantee
What I will do to you I fear it and it's scaring me
Like I've become some kind of demon in the night
You look so tasty I could eat you up alive

I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

Can't stop thinking 'bout the things I wanna do to you
If you move any closer you'd be asking for it too
I want your love
I need your touch
So much I think I'm in love

(oooh woah)
I'll eat you up
(Your love, your love~)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

I wanna take you to my room
(I'll eat you up)
Wanna take you to my room
(I'll eat you up)

(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)

Shcin's art her my little fantasy world, tucked away where no one can find it. In this world, she can create perfect images of color, beauty and light. She can create her stories where beautiful women peer through not-so-innocent eyes, gilded fans and jeweled dresses with a look that says different things to different viewers. And when the viewer enjoys her paintings, she is overjoyed, because they entered her little fantasy world and found it wonderful she welcomes you to her world.

Schin has been freelancing professionally since she was 17. Her work has appeared in Society of Illustrators Student Scholarship Competition 2008 and 2009, ImagineFX, Exotique 5, Darkstalkers Tribute Art Book and Popcorn Magazine.

WEBSITE: http://schin-art.com/
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EMAIL: schin @ schin-art.com

Attention ARTS, lover

I find the works of Audrey Kawasaki interesting. Innocent and erotic.